My Random Thoughts

how can people even say that senior year is the easiest? never in my life have i had such kind of stress! di lang hell week, hell monthsss! i don't even wanna try to recall what i've been up to the past weeks, and past months, mahihilo lang ako. but i can recall some weeks like... i had a whole day in school, sooo much homework as usual, plus hosted symposiums for my org, Psych Soc. with so much speakers & guests.:s there are also some weeks that were basically a blur cause all i remember was to worked on thesis the whooole night, i mean, morning, uhm, i mean, uhm, i dunno! i was in need of a break, that time.

hmm, but i did had time to squeeze in a shoot, hosting, judge for the ABcomm's projects.. (aah what a relief to do work with your true passion!) and thanks to the wonderful stylings, the beautifying, the amazing creations, and the fresh ideas, of ABComm. i'd say it was all in all successful.

going back to my tough times...

there was a time that I would rant how I hate working on with our Thesis. to the point that I would asked why is life sometimes so unfair? other courses have just practicum or just thesis, and we have to have both. but still I am thankful, other courses have thesis for one sem, but we have to do it all in two sems.. that's why everyone expects it to be fantabulously magnificently groundbreaking and brilliant! hay. i really hate thesis, especially during nights (er, mornings) like this when you've spent ten hours working with your group and you feel you've done so much, but when you look at the bigger picture, you still have so much left to do. ugh. :( to my wonderful groupmates Jocille and Iris.. hhhay! nakaya natin.. malapit na matapos tong kalokohan na to!

yes, yes, i know. my problems are nothing compared to other people all over the world. i just felt like ranting. that's one of the benefits of having a blog right? hehe but during those times like I feel like doing it, I have no net connection.

i was in nEeD also mY dOsE oF cAfFiEnE!!

people often asked me where do i get the energy that I had. I can go on a whole day being extremely hyper even with just an hour's worth of sleep. aside from my "happy spirit", its my natural high. but now that i think about it, whoa! i get all the energy i have from coffee. (note: white chocolate mocha from seattle's best is indeed the best.) well, that was aside from my other energy source, which was getting an inspiring thoughts from our professor Ms. Khristine and my friends. hay, kasi naman.. minsan andami ko pang other activities. ang hirap kasing tanggihan yung mga bagay na alam mong gustong-gusto mong gawin. though they were not paying me anything for it.
nagamit ko nga din yung "hAssLeDuCk" from Ms. Bianca Gonzalez, which she defines it as an adjective term referring to anything that causes hassle, stress, problems, headaches, or heartaches. it also applies to anything related to a duck. pati nga a ng relationship ko with my groupmates nadamay plus dami kong personal problems. nandyan yung you'll got into a major fight with your thesis mates. kasi kapag sumabay yung sobrang frustrations, cause it was one of those days where everything was going wrong, plus i was almost gonna breakdown sa dami ng pressure so we clashed big time. We didn't say things to make each other feel better and neither did i, thus the major fight. grabe talaga yun.

after so many things that had happened, It wouldn't be over. kasi ganun ang buhay hindi tumitigil. I had an orientation on Developmental Academy of the Philippines (DAP). thanks to Tita Beth for the referral. I finally met my Suprvisor Mr. BJ, and Officially I'll be starting tomorrow after school.