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Darn! It is too early in the morning! But I feel like... I want to blog! Gosh!.. I miss this... I don’t have time for this kasi lately... I do have a lot of school works... sUbra (pinag-samang SUPER at SOBRA) nakakainis! sa English! Every meeting... may homework! Every meeting seatwork at activity! And it’s kind of boring... Because I don’t think it would be very essential in our life or in the future... Now... I can really feel the pressure of being a college student!.. It’s too hard pala!.. I thought I’ll gonna be enjoying it.. Pero... ‘Di lang pala dapat enjoinments ang meron when you’re in college... dapat... meron ka rin initiative, perseverance, patience and Diligence. Nakaka-stress na talaga every time na papalapit na ang midterm especially ang finals!.. may college week pa!.. I’m planning to join pa naman sana sa solo singing contest.. kaya lang I don’t think I can still manages... kasi.. We still do have a play... though!... nag-bawas na sila ng sketch!.. mahirap pa rin!..oh my God!.. I’m currently listening to the radio.. now playing: I love you goodbye.. One of my choices na pwede kong kantahin... hahaha!!!.. So strange right?.. Anyway.. As I have said.. I’m busy.. I do still have badminton.. and cheer dance.. at eto pa!.. For how many consecutive nights... wala na kong tulog.. kung meron man.. 2-3 hours na lang ang tulog ko.. kasi I have to do my tasked as a student.. nakakaloka!.. Aside from my school.. of course I still have some things to do.. I have to attend regularly to my dentist.. For my treatment.. Speaking of dentist!.. I had a visit yesterday.. after my class. And then the day or the night before Gersen texted me.. and he’s asking me to go out with him.. And then I went out with him..kasi naman I don’t how and where to start sa sobrang nangyari for this week.. Mon. pa lang nag-simula na!.. uggghhh!!!.. how will I start nga ba?.. ok!..

last Mon. The whole barkada and I had a night out.. we went to White Avenue that night!.. we did have fun!.. as in super as in mega enjoy.. kasi.. we we’re not able to gather together.. because of our own busy lives.. surprisingly.. Drew came late.. well.. I was shocked!.. yah!.. that was just a normal feeling.. kasi… we haven’t seen each other for how many weeks. Tapos.. biglang ganon!..tsaka.. we had a bad condition... but we’re ok?.. everything’s fine!.. while walking towards us.. I felt the intuition..*ding!.. I don’t know why and what’s the reason.. and.. there was something different from him that I can’t even figure out and explain kung ano ba yun.. basta the only thing that I know was.. kinakabahan ako that night!.. tapos.. as usual.. batian mode!.. hugs and kisses.. at syempre ako ang pinaka-finale!.. basta ang alam ko din was.. may kakaiba kay Drew. Then after batian mode.. sabi niya.. sandali lang daw.. babalik siya agad.. after a couple of seconds.. he went back.. and guess what!.. he’s with another girl!.. holy sh*t!.. hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko.. ang hirap i-explain ng feeling.. sobra!.. it’s really hard for me to pretend because the people that I was with we’re my friends.. and they know me well.. It’s kind of.. you just don’t want to move for you not to be able to get their attentions.. pero..ang hirap talaga eh!.. ang hirap magpatay-malisya!.. we’re really, really good friends/magbabarkadas.. since then.. and for a long time.. kaya kilala na naming ang bawat isa.. and we know, what are the thing that really triggers our weaknesses and strengths. So.. habang pinapakilala niya yung girl.. I went out to pamper my own.. grabe!.. pababa pa lang ako ng stairs.. gusto ko ng matumba!.. they’re not aware that I was not around during that time.. si Gersen lang ang nakahalata.. honestly.. the only thing that I was thinking that night.. eh kung paano ko makakauwi.. dahil sobrang gusting-gusto ko ng umuwi.. sa sobrang weird ng nararamdaman ko.. after how many minutes of doing nothing.. I got a text message from Gersen.. and he’s looking for me.. and then I told him that I was just pampering myself.. kasi,, I’m not feeling well.. but.. likewise.. ang hirap talaga mag-pretend na ok lang ako.. nahalata na nila kung bakit ako nawala bigla!.. buti na lang si Gersen!.. to the rescue!..I really cried out loud to him.. kasi naman!.. unexpected eh.. tsaka ang bilis naman ng pangyayari.. naka-move-on na agad siya!.. oo nga pala!..

Pasintabi lang:..
This is my blog and my site!.. so.. I have the power to say something to the person whom I really wanted to.. nobody has the right to tell me and asked me why I’m doing and having these.. ok?.. if you have a violent reaction!.. I don’t care!.. this is mine not yours.. and even not to anybody else..!..
Back to the topic..

Thanks to Gersen.. he was there to help me.. we just went to sumulong hway.. para mag-unwind.. para sumigaw at the top of my lungs..


…continuation.. next time…