Fickle..

Arrgghh!!!.. I dunno what's happening.. I mean!.. I really don't know what should I do.. There are a lot of things that I really wanted to do but I don't know where and how will I start.. because.. I wanted to do it now.. as in at this moment and.. I want to do it all.. I'm being stressed out with what I really wanted to do.. The year is just starting.. but.. seems like.. I don't know what I'll gonna do.. I want to prioritized such things.. I mean.. of course.. particularly and mostly.. my studies.. I really have to.. but Aside from that.. I wanted to pursue my singing career(naks!.. parang tunay ahh) well seriously.. yes I am!.. I want to have an audition in Center for Pop.. and as of now.. I wanted to perform live on stage.. I miss singing.. during my High School days kasi.. there were a lot of activities.. especially.. Feb. kasi.. it's my school foundation week.. so.. there is always an ACALITMUS(Academic Literacy and Music) I surprisingly remember when I was in my second year of High School.. lahat ng contest sa pagkanta.. sinalihan ko.. particularly.. SOLO, DUET, BATTLE OF THE BAND.. and I guess.. If they had a TRio contest.. I'll also be joining.. hahaha!!!.. buti nalang wala.. kasi.. after the contests.. inasar ako nung Values teacher namin..hahaha!!!. bakit daw di pa ko sumali sa oration at declamation.. nahiya pa daw ako.. hahaha!!!.. oh di'ba?.. bongga!.. aside from singing.. I also wanted to have a dance lesson or just.. to dance.. ewan ko ba!.. I've been Craving(parang pagkain lang ahh) to Salsa and Dirty Dancing.. gusto ko naman maiba.. pero.. syempre.. ung spirit ng pag-sayaw nandun pa din diba.. hayy.... at syempre.. I'm an anspiring model.. hahaha!!!. gusto ko ngang maging model ehh.. since I was a kid.. gusto ko na talaga!.. ewan ko ba!.. I also wanted to continue Hosting/emcee-ing.. I love speaking and entertaining people.. especially sa mga big events.. like.. Weddings, Debut, Fashion Show, and many more.... I also wanted to drive my own car!.. gusto ko rin matuto mag-motor.. pero.. I'm scared!.. and most of all.. I wanted to work!.. specifically.. I want to be a DJ in a radio station.. it's either Wave 89.1 or WRR 101.9 just the other night.. I was practicing that I was in a radio station.. where in.. many listeners are tuning in.. uggghhh!.. whatever Pia!.. and because I wanted to know the feeling of those people who earns money for their hardships and sacrifices.. hayyyyyyyyyyyyyy... kaya lang.. I know every thing takes time.. so.. out of bordome, frustrations and Cravings.. I just took a picture..
*Bugsh!..

Tenen................................







another pics. product of Boredom and frustration..







this is my itchura when i'm just in the house..



I'm infront of the comp.






This is what I usually do.. to overcome tediousity..






still me..





There are still pictures in my file.. pero.. it's 1am already.. had to sleep pa.. tomorrow na lang yung iba..

Good night..