Horrible!

Oh noooooooooooo!.. it's January already.. but.. still rains.. arrgghhh!!!.. crampyyyy!!!.. and this week?.. grabe!.. super as in super pa sa super na walng kwenta!.. Our first prof. for this day..... mega late!.. well.. thank God!.. maaga ko.. though!.. it's a very lazy and badtrip morning!.. nakakainis talaga mag-commute pag umuulan.. basa na yung shoes ko kanina.. and the worst izzzzzzzzzz.. kainis yung guy na nasa loob ng tricycle!.. he's so ungentleman!.. I was riding in a back-ride!.. azar!.. and another thing was.. I wasn't able to answer the recitation kanina.. *sigh!.. I forgot also that our english prof gave us a homework!.. huhuhu.. :( this is over!.. wala ng kwenta!.. my gosh!.. I don't want my tuition fee to be wasted.. Grrrrr!!.. buti na lang our Chemistry prof. made bawi.. he made our day meaningful!.. Actually.. we just watched the movie Super Big ME.. a knowledgable movie!.. gosh!..so interesting.. then from3-6.. after watching.. we went to our org. meeting for the musical play that we will be performing.. pero.. they're not yet finish.. so.. we just went out of the school early.. and!.. to my chem prof. thanks for the ride.. :)) *sigh...




grabe!.. I don't know why I dreamed of my crush last night.. I don't if it's a nightmare..the scenario goes like this.. my blockmates and I were sitting and chilling at the cafeteria.. and our topic was about my crushes in school.. then.. suddenly.. I told them daw.. that I do only have the love of my life.. and that's.. tooot(I wanted to keep it in private na lang.. kasi.. we're ok now.. and I don't want to destroy pa.. what we have and what we are right now.. and I guess.. if you really wanted to know who he is.. just see me.. or text me.. I'll answer you..) back to the topic.. I told them that.. I do still love that private person..(wait.. itago na lang natin sa pangalang..... "HANHIE KOH") yun nga.. sinabi ko sa kanila.. na.. isa lang naman talaga ang tunay at mamahalin ko ng habam-buhay.. unless.. he's already married.. pero.. kung hindi pa.. off course not.. diba!.. I should look for the right one for me.. here's what I've exactly told them "Oo.. pero.. mas mahal ko pa rin si HANHIE KOH(not his real name..)at siya lang ang pinaka-mamahal ko.. at gusto kong makasama for the rest of my life" and then.. after telling those words to them.. I turn to my right side.. He was standing beside me..with a very serious face and on his sporty looks.. and it seems like in just a snap.. nagbago agad yung paligid namin.. it's just like a room.. The place is not familiar.. I realy don't know.. and after 5 seconds.. he told me "ikaw aahh, sabi ko na nga ba mahal mo pa ko eh" then suddenly.. I woke up from my sleep.. and went back again to sleep.. para mabalikan ko yung dream ko na yun.. [in my dreams...] I woke up.. kasi I fell asleep.. and then.. I've noticed that my nail polish was removed.. and I was asking his friends and him why is it that my nail polish was gone.. and nobody's answering.. so.. deadpan!.. the scenario was very fast.. in just a twinkle of my eye.. nasa isang place na naman ako.. That place was in Dimasalang Park so.. we were in there.. and he's very makulit.. I don't know.. uggghhhhhh!!!!.. I wanted to shout at the top of my lungs.. because.. i don't know that I was dreaming.. so I thought I was in a Real world..and I thought everything is non-fiction.. it's all true!..grabe!.. and the scariest and creepy was.. he was asking me to become his wife.. since I love him daw. have sex with(I need a dream interpreter).. so after hearing him.. what I've replied daw was... "ano ba!.. I may be a slut!.. but I'm not a whore!.." and then.. he was pushing me away from him.. because i'm so pakipot pa daw!.. grabe!.. horrible!..

I don't know why and what's the meaning of it.. yah!.. honestly.. the one that I told my blockmates in my dream about him were all true.. I really do love him.. and I want him to be my husband in the future.. I don't know why.. :)) echos!.. of course I know!.. napaka-unreasonable ko naman!.. syempre.. sakin na lang yun noh!..
basta!.. ang alam ko.. I love him and I like him.. :))