nakaka-frustrate sa bahay!

It's been ages and ages since I had my last blog.. gosh! I was not able to come to school this day.. due to a severe muscle pain(my lap area) I can't even stretch my legs. I think it started the day after I visited and had my Gym again.. I went back to muscle corner. last Tue. 6 months ago was my last visit. 'coz Gillian asked me about the gym that I had before. and I recommend her to muslce corner from Universal gym last mon.! grabe! everything there was new.. new management, new equipments and more equipments! new instructors! new friends! new boylets for Gillian.. Ms. Glacy is the new manager of mucle corner. then, Tue. I went back with Angela. Bojie, Mark and Carl were there also that day! lumipat na din sila. ugh! and yesterday! while I was in school, wala na ko sa mood. I was supposed to have a gym yesterday with Ann, Gillian, and Marj, Unfortunately, I was running late the reason why I was not able to bring an extra clothes. yesterday afternoon, I was just sitting down at the corner of the laboratory room and totally like Drained.. I was not feeling well. so, I decided not to go to the gym. pagdating ko ng bahay, di na talaga maganda pakiramdam ko. right after having my merienda in the kitchen, I felt the pain while standing. I tried moving it and stretching it, pero masakit talaga. so, I used salompas para the next day, ok na! pero hindi pa rin! huhuhu! mas naging worse. I have not told my mom yet, 'coz I know that she'll be acting again as if she's an armalite gun. so, I expected that tomorrow(kaninang umaga) everything will be fine.. pero hindi pala! my dad knew that I can't come to school. and my mom does not have any idea about it till she left the house to her office. till the telephone rang by 10am, kanina lang, and she's asking about me, and my dad told her that I am still sleeping and did not come to school.. etc.. etc.. I am half-asleep so I can hear my dad while talking to mom. and by 12 in the afternoon, mom called up again, and she wants to talked to me. dan! dan! dan! dan! she's asking me what happened, I told her that I had my pep practice last mon. nung una ayoko pang sabihin.. kasi chances are, she might tell me to quit and stop and she might kill me(hahaha!) and!etc. etc. so, the bottom line.. pinahilot ako.. I am wondering right now bakit meron pa rin.. I can still feel the pain kahit na nagpahilot na ko.. ugh! I wanted to be ok! asap! 'coz tomorrow will be going to Ateneo library for our research. gahhd! what if I can't still be ok? what if this will be foreever?.. Nooooooo! no!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuh.. kasi ganun pa rin! walang nangyari.. huhuhu! I've been all alone in the house for the whole day! grabe!.. sobrang nakaka-frustrate!.. kung ano2 na naiisip ko! si papa naman kasi tinulugan ako. *Sigh! I hope everything will gonna be ok!