malfunCTion oF mY bRaiN

Just an hour ago I was in Yana's Debut and here I go again, blogging and bearing down on the buttons here on my keyboard ‘coz I can't sleep yet. It’s nice to feel the happiness and the feeling of moving forward, and I thought I am into it. But, life is amazing! It’s really hard to put in plain words, all I know is, I am missing right now the good all times. When Yana and Kier sang together kanina, sobrang naiyak talaga ko. I saw him with Kier and I with Yana. How I really wish that I could turn back those times, I wish I had a time machine. ‘coz I know that those times we’re just memories. Hmmm… seems like I won’t be sleeping na lang kasi in just 2 hours pupunta na kong Pangasinan with mom, Carlo and Julia. I hate that I love him so! Kasi nahihirapan pa rin ako kahit hindi naman dapat. I want to hug him, sing with him, be with him FOREVER..

chrisTmas EvE na LAteRr

I think there must be something wrong with me, tonight is Christmas eve already, then tomorrow's Christmas day. I don't feel the way I am supposed to to feel.I just don't understand Christmas i guess. I got presents and sent Christmas cards and decorated trees and all that, but I'm still not happy. I always end up feeling depressed.



Uh-oh!.. I'll be cooking carbonara nga pala!

KriS KriNGLe iS sO mUch FUn

we just had two set of kris kringle 'coz we were so busy

the first theme was
something ROugh


&

sOmething cute

I received a native wallet from Miko..

InsiDe I'm CryinG baBy, InsiDe I'm DyinG baby

it's the Immaculate concepcion feast today..

but this hasn't something to do with today..


i want to change the last sentence.. "umaasa ako na sabihin mo sa akin na, narealize ko na ikaw ang dapat kong mahalin, namimiss na kita, namimiss ko na pagsusuplada mo, namimiss ko na pagiging sweet mo, namimiss ko na lahat lahat sa'yo"
everytime na tatanungin mo ko kung okay na ba 'ko, I used to answer you with just a smile on my face, but really, inside i'm still dying and still hurting. thinking that there's something wrong with me. I've been dating, hung out with someone else and yet at the end of the day, it is still YOU! I tried a lot of ways to forget you pero hindi ganun kadali. ang hirap ma-attach sa'yo kasi ang hirap mag-dettach sa'yo!

Happy bday to me..(debut)

I want to thank God for giving me another year life.
Thank you for all the people who have remembered me on my birthday, who sent cards, letters, gifts, flowers, and most especially prayers. thank you for all the joys of my birthdays, meeting my friends and receiving their congratulations, celebrating with my family, relatives and other people last Sunday and feeling their love for me. I thank you, lord also for everything which you helped me to do and to be in the past year. thank you for its experiences, for the times of success which will always be happy memories, for the time of failure which reminded me of my weakness and of my need of you, for the times of joy when everything went well, for the time of sorrow which drove me to you. forgive me Lord, for the hours I wasted, for the opportunities of doing good that I missed, for the occasions when I neglected or offended you, for all the times I may have hurt others. Help me now, Lord to make the best of this year.
allow me again to thank the people who made my day, super special

-Deniece Milinette "Demi" Cornejo
super duper thank you! *hugs love you Georgina! naks! and kindly tell Sam Milby thanks! natouch ako, talagang tumawag pa siya and sorry din kasi hindi talaga ko makapaniwala na siya pala talaga kausap ko nun..

-Edric Garcia
a.k.a ORGANIZER! 2 thumbs up! napaka-priceless nung ginawa mo beks! *hugs!

letters from
-Dyosa
-Mae Rubino
-Aubrey Sulit
naiyak ako sa letter mo..
-Alyana Duerme
-Anj Coronelsame with you anj and yana..
-Gelie Duran
-Crystal Budiao
-Jenny Aguila very creative naman nung letter mo.. ang cute.. sweet din ng nakalagay.. *hugs!
-Maricar Tirona


mga 18 roses ko..
-Paul
-Emil
-Edric
-Wes
-Jio
-Kuya Jama
-Sam
- Kuya Jayjay
-Tito Ferns
-Sir Louie
-Sir Baloaloa
-Peter "pre"
-Maiki
-Abs
-kuya Mico
-kuya Brian Moreno

hindi ko na maalala kung sino pa yung dalawa.. pero.. super thank you!
- Carlson
-LS Pepe squad
-DJGEMS
-Psych SOc.
......