malfunCTion oF mY bRaiN

Just an hour ago I was in Yana's Debut and here I go again, blogging and bearing down on the buttons here on my keyboard ‘coz I can't sleep yet. It’s nice to feel the happiness and the feeling of moving forward, and I thought I am into it. But, life is amazing! It’s really hard to put in plain words, all I know is, I am missing right now the good all times. When Yana and Kier sang together kanina, sobrang naiyak talaga ko. I saw him with Kier and I with Yana. How I really wish that I could turn back those times, I wish I had a time machine. ‘coz I know that those times we’re just memories. Hmmm… seems like I won’t be sleeping na lang kasi in just 2 hours pupunta na kong Pangasinan with mom, Carlo and Julia. I hate that I love him so! Kasi nahihirapan pa rin ako kahit hindi naman dapat. I want to hug him, sing with him, be with him FOREVER..